its funny when you find yourself
looking from the outside
im standing here
but all i want
its to be over there...

true friends, i wonder what they are
they stick by you no matter what
i try and i will do so.
but its hard to keep it up.
you've got just so many things to handle
im just so effing stressed up.
who can help me?
no one. its pissing and annoying.

im sorry i cant meet up to your expectation
i cant take it being a ______
i dont want you to know about who im talking about
cause i know problems will arise
i hope to forget you
give me just a sentence
a sentence that says
" i dont love you, LEAVE MY LIFE! "
yeah that would do.
i dont care for the hurt
I HATE HURT
i hate hate hate hate lies):

i think i sprained my right hand
its hurts really):

steph.
i need to go out with you
and talk. bakerzin? HA.
i miss that place. KAP? those times
oh what bittersweet memories
why cant we just tturn back the clock
and return to the past
when there was me and you.
alone.

jo.
you know me well enough to know
im possessive over some stuff.
but im glad i had that talk
it made me think
and understand everything.
its not worth it really.
:D im smiling for the sake of smiling
im just going to cry
if i ever need to.
as for you, follow your mind
and your heart, you'll find the way out
through that maze of yours<3
i'll be there beside you, guiding you through
that arrow that points the way out.
thats me...((:

michael.
hey dood:) haha.
thanks for everything.
you've been making shyte loadsa sense
you talked me out of plenty of things
and i feel stupid and foolish
thanks for assurance<3

wayne.
heh! you are the only one
i can actually find if i want to talk till weewee hours
cause for some reason,
you will always be there and awake
to cheer me up.
dood, i know you are gay
but thanks for that listening ear((:

abel.
hahaha! WA LAN.
thats the only two words you know
but yurhh, whatever it is.
you did perk me up a little.
so dont go ego i said a LITTLE.
thanks WA LAN boy. haha(:
i know you hate that person
remember, BEAR WITH IT.
tell me those secrets sometime soon<3

jon.
you pang sai! haha
stupid poot who ditched me for someone
thanks ah.
but youre getting me something
so its aight.
heyhey, you watch out tonight
i'll be that pontianak staring at you.
HAHAHAHA! MWAHAHAH(:
thanks for that counselling<3

lizzie.
you two ah! MISUNDERSTANDINGS.

myself.
give it up already):

im fading into the darkness, to forget you.